Life In General

As you all know I will be having a baby very soon. And I work way too damn much to even do anything, I've been desperately trying to finish everything I have to do, but for some reason this isn't happening. I'm sitting at work right now trying to put everything together. I'm 21 and having so many financial issues. I live in an apartment with my girlfriend and our cat, Patrick. I work Monday - Wednesday on NIGHTS at the Hospital. Working from 7PM to 7AM really puts a hurt on my body. Yet, I still do more than what I'm required to do, home and at work. I make just about 700$ every two weeks. Seems like a lot from one job, $1400 a month. But it's not. Also currently I'm working every weekend at the Riggins gas station doing shift manager duty. Working 6AM - 2PM on Saturday and 2PM - 9PM on Sunday. Bringing in around 120$ a week. Still, NOT enough.

I don't think I'm going to be able to continue doing this side job of reviewing once Little Veto is born. That won't change my love for music. My priorities are just going to change a lot. Veto then work pretty much. IF you didn't know the due date it's supposed to be November 7th, but my sister swears he's going to be born on Halloween which would be fucking epic. Once this baby shower is over I'll be able to relax a little because it's just so stressful and dealing with the parents doesn't help.

Enough of venting, I'm vigorously working on the charts for Asking Alexandria on guitar hero 3, but this BPM, beats per minute, shit is getting too frustrating. I also have a few reviews that I should get done very soon. Probably won't happen but shit happens. I will leave you with lyrics from a song that I love. Try to guess what it is.

Look into my eyes.

Tell me you're alive.

Look into my eyes.

Can you hear me now?

Can you hear us now?

Speaking the words that would never cross your mind.

Can you see us now?

Hope you found a place to bury the bodies.

And you can't live without it.

I'm in your head.

I won't forget.

Your love is dead.

And you got nothing left.

Your promises.

Have been all broken.

Sorry to say...

We're so better off.

Sorry to say...

You're not.

Can you hear us now?

Speaking the words that would never cross your mind.

Can you see us now?

Hope you found a place to bury the bodies.

And you can't live without it.

Yeah, you can't breath without it

You can't live without it.

Yeah.

Don't try for us

We see right through you.

You're a liar.

You don't need to breath.

Don't try for us

You said...

You said...

We're done.

We see right through you.

Can you hear us now?

Speaking the words that would never cross your mind.

Can you see us now?

Hope you found a place to bury the bodies.

And you can't live without it.

And you can't breath without it.

And you can't live without it.

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